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the past few months…you cant blame me theyre all you, i kept saying everything was fine even though you still have yet to admit to going behind my back with the others, yeah three others three different houses one night, you mother fuckin dumbass think im a dumbass ive seen your messages i know for a fact what youve done, so dont try to call me stupid for breaking your heart when im being the strong one continuing to put my heart on the line just to protect you and make you happy, everyday has been tearing me down but now that its over for good ill be the one watching in horror as you move on to others, thats right my heart was on the line but you couldnt understand it, you couldnt look past your own perfection, its really gonna suck to watch you go but whatever if being princess is want so be it have fun enjoy your life, i hope you get some nasty shit from all your nasty fags, theyre lined up waiting for ya so get a moving dumbass!

I’m realizing I care too much about everything…I’m sick of these sleepless nights and now I have to manage to work a double without sleeping for 3 days…I’m sick I’m crashing my body aches. I can’t keep doing this. Somehow I need to set this straight. I can’t relax I can’t stop stressing there’s too much pressure. Please I just want it all to stop

my good friend chris has pushed me beyond anybody else, i had to hit him to prove my point only to learn that a true friend will push you to your limits and find your every weakness and push every nerve you have but you will still love each other 5 min later, i know im behind on life but im taking it one lesson at a time